Clark Kent's my name

I can't find the telephone booth to change into Superman. I've watched all the hero movies and read all the Bible stories how I should be able to jump small buildings with a single leap with God. I can tackle and defeat anything with Jesus.... but you know what? I still have moments of smallness.

I think its unfortunate that when we come into a relationship with Christ there is a belief path that pushes the idea that if we have God we can do anything ourselves. The scripture that states 'I can do all things' often states 'through Christ who strengthens me' but we often take the first portion without leaning on the second.

We don't have to be Superman. God is the Superman. We are Clark Kent. We are fallible, insecure, inadequate... human. We don't have to have it all together. Through Christ we are made new and are strengthened. Allow yourself to be vulnerable! Allow yourself to believe that you don't have it all together. The Clark Kents and Peter Parkers of the world are more human than superhuman. I personally don't want the weight of a superhero costume. I like that in my weakness He is strong.

Laura Story has a new song, 'I Can Just Be Me' and I want to allow God to be God so I can just be me.

I've been doing all that I can
To hold it all together
Piece by piece.
I've been feeling like a failure,
Trying to be braver
Than I could ever be.
It's just not me.

So be my healer, be my comfort, be my peace.
Cause I can be broken, I can be needy,
Lord I need You now to be,
Be my God, so I can just be me.

I've been living like an orphan,
Trying to belong here,
But it's just not my home.
I've been holding on so tightly,
To all the things that I think
Could satisfy my soul.
But I'm letting go...

So be my father, my mighty warrior, be my king.
Cause I can be scattered, frail and shattered,
Lord I need You now to be,
Be my God, so I can just be me.

Cause I was lost in this dark world
Until I was finally found in You
So now I'm needing, desperately pleading
Oh Lord, be all to me

And be my savior, be my lifeline, won't You be my everything.
Cause I'm so tired of trying to be someone
I was never meant to be
Be my God
Please be my God
Be my God
So I can just be me
So I can just be me
I can just be me. 
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